"And now the stars aren't out tonight, But neither are we to look up at them"

Well it's been an interesting few days. My phone pretty much didn't work as well as my car. Which just made for a crappy night and next day trying to convince people I wasn't crazy and was right. That added to a week full of business involving lots of babysitting, coaching little kids, classes, and among over other things made me just wish it had gone differently. Sometimes I wish life was how it use to be. Life seemed a lot simpler a year or so ago and was in ways, but I also like where my life is right now. I have an amazing boyfriend who does puppet shows to How the Grinch Stole Christmas via Skype because he knows it'll make me smile and laugh, and will be just the thing that will make me happy. Skype and texting are two things I'm a fan of for sure. Skype dates with Koz are the best. I love seeing his face, his short hair, and his big ears, ha. A lot has happen over the past couple years. But I know that boy that was such a dork that asked to wear my jeans freshman year, who became one of my best friends isn't going anywhere. Even though he's more then a thousand miles away and I've only seen him three times since January, he's now my dork. Anyways, the song that my blog is named from the song Promises by Matchbook Romance. It's become one of my favorites. I love going star gazing on a clear night. It just amazes me how many stars there are and how beautiful they are and that my Creator made such a glorious thing for us to look up at. Stars are beautiful. Also there is one other reason I like this song. I like this song a lot because it reminds me of Koz. But it also reminds me of how much I missing him and of course looking at the stars with him, something that I loved to do with him when he was home. Maybe i'll go and look at them for a while tonight if they're out even but I can't wait to look at the stars with him again. Well, I just thought I would give some insight as to the name of my blog and maybe you'll enjoy the stars a little more each night. Night.

Skype date with my dork ;)

Promise by Matchbook Romance

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me

I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)

Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever

I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy

I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you